i saw this topic this afternoon and i had it right away. as you may have figured out, i have not always been the happiest of people, and after highschool my depression hit all time lows (with a few exceptions.) i fell into the "goth" crowd for a few years, yes i was one of those kids you see at dennys at 2 in the morning after hitting some club, hanging out in front of 24 hour cyber cafes, drinking coffee and smoking at all hours. there was more to it than that, i just really dont want to go into it. in the end it was a phase i eventually evolved away from as i got older i guess.
this was just another variation.