IFN: The crux.
this one resonates on almost every level and in different ways.
here i am, back where i started five years ago, and wondering how the hell it is that i have come back to this. why i made decisions that have ultimately led me to waste/spend five years of my life and have nothing to show for it but more loss and debt than i had when i left.
i feel like, in some ways, ive failed.
i always knew deep down that i would come back, but really had hoped that it would be a triumphant return rather than the situation that i find myself.
and that the thing, i really was set up for success, and i managed to mess that up.
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