week 11 (41): beneath

days like this i wish i hadnt fucked up so badly.

ive had an odd day
i guess
i got in touch with the past
people who knew me
who knew who i was

i hope i didnt disappoint.
its been 3 years and ive heard that people that i last talked to then have died.

and i wasnt there.

then again, the last person i saw die, i was pretty much the last person she talked to...

anyway.

and i was right there.

tonight

beneath a cloud covered sky

it rained

and

its been awhile since ive had a chance to lose myself in that

i stood outside and let heaven weep upon my face, my head and shoulders.

if i can't bear god's grief

then who else could?

there was something else i wanted to say but i cant remember.

anyway heres another thing that in im heart/head/ipod deep for a long time hence:

Forget me not

Those weren't your words
I'm home haven't you heard the ring?
The sound of my voice
I know it isn't much
That's why I say your name
When I fall, when I hit the bottom

Girl, play on

The boys will stay even if you're gone

Go girl, play on

The boys will stay even if you're gone

I've missed you
Those weren't your words
Seeing you became a charm
And everyday, I wish I could

Everyday...

I say your name

When I fall, when I hit the bottom

Girl, play on
The boys will stay even if you're gone
Go girl, play on
The boys will stay even if you're gone
I say your name
When I fall, when I hit the bottom
Girl, play on
The boys will stay even if you're gone
Go girl, play on
The boys will stay even if you're gone