week 47: wheel

there were several things that came to mind with this one, ive been going back and forth between concepts, im surrounded by a field of yellow post-its.

ive carpeted nearly every open space of wall... im sure its a fire hazard.

there are things that were meant to happen, but for some reason sometimes we find ourselves in the right place but with the wrong perspective, the timing is off. and there are all these collisions and near misses over and over again, and still despite the universe basically beating it into you around the head an neck areas, we...I... manage to miss the point completely.

these things keep popping up, these themes or people. at some point coincidence has to be more than just two or more things happening at the same time. like. some kind of design, or map or whatever.

there were several things that came to mind with this one.

I have been unable to let go of one thing that I know is more or less an anchor. its sad, ridiculous, and painful.

its like pushing your tongue against a bad tooth, that sweet ache. and I wonder how many tread marks can fit on a human heart.

knowing what the problem is doesn't necessarily make it any simpler, and simple doesn't always mean easy.

falling into myself, these circles, cycles, ad never quite learning that lesson and forced to go through it again.

there were several things that came to mind with this one.

 

anyway.